When I am in need of relaxation I enjoy meditating. When I was in my room about a couple of months ago I was really stressed out, but I did not know why. So I decided to meditate and get myself out of this world. So I put on comfortable clothes and closed my blinds and just relaxed. I was so deep into my thought that I did not realize that my staff walked in to check on me and asked if I was okay. When I was meditating I saw a lot of my passed memories and saw how screwed up my life was and me ignoring people and hiding from my problems. When I was trying to open my eyes I felt like I couldn't because I was thinking too much about my problems and how to relax and not worry about things too much. After about 30 minutes of all that I was really relaxed and felt good. I was not too tensed up or anything. I felt refreshed. The thing is that I did not even realize that I was out for that long. When I was trapped it was nothing but reviewing who I was and what I was going through. If I had not done that I would have been really agitated and frustrated with people. That would have made me look ugly. I am glad that I did that because I was a lot better after that.
You weren't like that when I met you. I'm happy that you saw your real self. Not a lot of people do that. I'm still trying to find that Kelsey in me.
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